A friend of mine recently had this scary turnover and became the guro of positivity.  at first i was actually enjoying her rants of being positive but when her positivity leaned towards me, she became annoying.  i personally like drama.  i even have moments of wallowing in my pain just because.  i like crying and analyzing myself sometimes.  it makes me feel human, normal.  but because i actually admire this person, i tried this positivity theory of hers and you know what, i was pleasantly surprised.  maybe at first i found it weird and scary because its not me but when you get a bit used to it its liberating and stress relieving. being able to appreciate every little thing you have and being able to treat them as the simplest blessing makes you feel very lucky and loved.  this actually ended my indifference. so to that one friend, you know you scare me sometimes even annoy me but i really really appreciate you and i’m happy that i have you and socially active extra rice as friends. 

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